I've tried blogging before. I believe I have a total of 6 posts on my blog in WordPress. Since WordPress isn't a place I normally go to, and Gmail is, this might be a better place to re-start - and there's my baby waking early from his nap!
So he went back to sleep but as soon as I put him in his crib he woke up again so now we're going to have short playtime in the crib. He's playing peek-a-boo with me, so cute.
Anyway, my purpose in trying to blog again is to find my inner peace and learn to live in the moment. I have found recently that I am having trouble truly connecting with the here and now as I seem to be constantly thinking about what needs to be done and feeling a little disorganized in daily life. I want to be that mom whose children really enjoy being with and I want to really enjoy the people in my life more fully. My baby son only knows moment-to-moment and I envy him that way of being.
That being said I will be treating this place as an online diary of sorts. I used to keep a diary and found that it really helped me deal with fears and frustrations and put them out of my mind before going to bed and I hope to regain that habit now.
I write so that I can sleep. I write so that I can find answers if they exist. I write to connect with others and learn from them. I write to explore my imagination. I write to make peace and let go. I write because that's what I love to do.
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